Journal Entries
Today I woke up with a heaviness in my heart. Lies twisted, disgusting lies have been spoken. Words meant to cut, meant to destroy, meant to tear down what God has built around me. And let me tell you this anyone involved should be utterly ashamed.
God did not call us to treat one another this way. He did not call us to spit venom, to gossip, to slander, to spread poison like wildfire. That is not the way of the Lord that is the way of satan. And I see it for what it is.
But here’s where I stand I will not fight evil with evil. I will not match hate with hate. That is not who I am. I stand above it. I stand with my Father in Heaven. I stand with love, with truth, with light. Because no matter how dark the storm gets, no matter how loud the lies scream, the truth of God will always break through.
I am a mother, and today I reminded my kids of that. I may not always be perfect no parent is but I am proud of the mother I am. Proud of the unconditional love I have poured into them. And I told them this in a letter to all. I will never give up on you. Not today, not tomorrow, not ever. You may not always see it, but I will always be there standing, praying, listening, fighting for you in ways you may never even know.
Unconditional love is not convenient. It is not part-time. It does not disappear when times get tough. It is constant. It is steady. It is fierce. And that’s the love I carry for my children, and for the people God has placed in my life.
I know satan hates that I am in my Bible every night. That I am on my knees in prayer. That I am a warrior for Christ. That I refuse to bow down to bitterness and anger. And so, he uses people. He plants lies. He stirs division. But he will never win. Not here. Not in my house. Not in my heart.
This home will always be one of love, of kindness, of laughter, of prayer, of faith. Evil cannot live where God resides. And my God resides here.
So yes I know the truth. And I know my God. And that is enough.
And just to end on a lighter note because joy is also my weapon I have to say, I am loving the new iOS 26 update. It’s the little things, right? Even in the midst of battle, there is still room for laughter and for simple joys.