Journal Entries
Today, I had to make a choice stay in an old pattern I’ve been stuck in for far too long, or finally break it and choose me.
It wasn’t an easy decision, but it was a clear one. I’ve been thinking about it for about a week now, and the truth is, I’ve done the healing. I’ve put in the work. I know what I want in my life my career, my love life, my peace and I refuse to settle for less.
I’m not a beginner at this. I’ve fought hard to get to a place where all I want is peace, love, and joy and if I feel the effort isn’t being matched, I’m not continuing. I don’t care if it’s family or not life is too short to stay where you’re undervalued.
I don’t regret what’s happened; I enjoyed it while it was there. But when the bare minimum starts looking like a lot, that’s a sign something is wrong. And I won’t accept that not for my time, not for my heart, not for my life.
I encourage anyone reading this to take a hard look at their own life. If something isn’t right, change it. It might be uncomfortable. It might hurt. But that’s how we grow, heal, and create space for what we truly deserve.
I’m deeply grateful for the people and loved ones I do have in my life. I’m not lacking in anything that can’t be improved with growth and healing. I know my worth, I know my vision for my life, and I’m not going to take anything less than that reasonably and realistically.
We all need to grow and heal, always. The moment you think you don’t, you’ve let pride and ego take the wheel and that’s a road I refuse to travel.
I’ve got plans, trips, and a life I’m building. And I’m moving forward, fully and unapologetically.
Prayers to all. I hope you had a beautiful Saturday.