Yesterday was a rough one. I ended up sleeping most of the day because of a silent flare with my pancreas something I ate just didn’t sit right, and it completely knocked me down. These are the moments that really remind me how unpredictable this all can be.
There’s not a whole lot to report since I’ve mostly been resting and taking it easy today. I do feel like I have a little more energy back, which is great, but I know I still need time to fully recover.
The hardest part of all this continues to be not having answers. Most people have a known cause behind their condition something that makes sense but for me, it’s either genetic or simply unknown. That’s a tough space to sit in, mentally and emotionally. It feels like trying to live a life with no map, and that gets frustrating. I want so badly to live life fully, and on days like yesterday, it feels just out of reach.
But I’m here, and I’m pushing through the best I can.
I hope you all had a great Tuesday and Wednesday. Sending love and healing to anyone who’s going through something right now you’re not alone.
With love,
Trish