I really can’t complain about today. I may not have felt well enough to make it to church in person, but how amazing is it that we can worship right from home now? Being able to watch the service live, sing along, and feel the Spirit move right where I am it’s such a gift. Worshiping always lifts my heart, and even when my body isn’t at its best, my soul feels renewed every single time.
I’m looking forward to women’s group this week it’s going to be a busy one, but I actually love that. A busy week makes me feel productive and alive, though it all depends on how my pancreas decides to behave. It’s been about three weeks of this flare now, and I’m learning to adapt. I joined a support group recently, and hearing other people’s stories some living with this for six months or more reminds me how strong we really can be when we have no choice but to be.
My doctors have decided to do genetic testing since I’ve been diagnosed with idiopathic pancreatitis, meaning there’s no known cause. My GI specialist said it’s unusual, so they’re looking deeper to see if it might be immune-related or something else genetically linked. It’s confusing, but I’m grateful they’re searching for answers. Stress can trigger my flares, but ever since I’ve been grounded more in my faith my Bible, my church, my women’s group I’ve found such peace. It’s a kind of comfort I can’t fully explain. It’s just God’s presence.
Tonight, I’m settling in for my favorite part of the evening Bible time. I’m starting the Book of Romans, and I’m really excited to dive in. My daughter went to see her favorite band live last night it was her birthday gift and she had the most incredible time with her best friend. Seeing her so happy, creating those once-in-a-lifetime memories, fills me with so much joy. That’s what life is truly about moments like that, joy that’s shared, and love that lasts.
Even with all that’s going on in my body, I’m so grateful for the blessings around me. God continues to show me that peace doesn’t come from having a perfect life it comes from trusting Him through the imperfect moments.
Wishing everyone a peaceful and blessed Sunday night. Remember, life is truly great when you focus on gratitude and grace. ❤️🙏